insomnia.

this routine of going to bed at 3-4am needs to stop, especially considering i only have 4 hours of sleep now. DUMB! oh and i made myself a turkey sandwich at about 2:30am just for shits and giggles, because its not like i'm watching my weight or anything. oh wait...JK! at least this weekend will be awesome...2 year anniversary with ryan! woop woop! i ain't playin, my boo is the shit. can't believe its been 2 years...that's a long time to be with someone without getting sick of them, amiright? anyway, i'm running out of things to google on teh internetz so maybe i should try to sleep...just maybe. 

i keep forgetting to update this.

summer is serious.

i enjoyed my first tuesday off in a while (lie...but still) and had quite the pleasant day. had subway with dad and ryan (btw, jalapeños -- or juh-lap-en-oes as ryan calls them -- on your sub is like having subway for the first time all over again) watched the latest episode of true blood (wtf happened!?) and then got my nails did. been home ever since watching food network and writing. i don't know why i do this to myself...watch food network late at night when snacking is completely inevitable. just finished off the last bit of reece's ice cream ryan and i bought a long time ago...it was delicious, fyi. that's about it really, mwah mwah kissies.

Crap man, I totes forgot about this blog for a while. For a LONG while! Well, it's summer and I just finished up an internship at Reston Hospital. I got in a pretty serious car accident right after my birthday, oh and I'm 21 now! I think that covers most of the highlights of the past months, which I guess is all pretty exciting stuff. Right now I'm watching True Life: I was a fatass or something for the 8th time I'm pretty sure, and I'm doing mass loads of laundry because in the last 3 weeks I went to the Outer Banks twice and just now unpacked. So everything's all sandy and nasty. 

I don't actually have any real cool shit to report right now...still babysitting and hanging with the boyf while he's here. This next year is going to be so crazy...my last year of college! I have to get a big girl job in the spring! Oh!!! And Ashley is engaged to Eric and they're getting married next June -- right after graduation! And I'm a bridesmaid! So much stuff! So much!!

valentines day recap

Hello internet. This past weekend was Valentines Day and it was actually the best one I've ever had! First of all, I got my very first bouquet of roses (!!!) which are BEAUTIFUL and resting peacefully by my TV. Boyfriend also got me 2 boyfriend cardigans that I looove, my favorite movie (Shaun of the Dead) because I lost my DVD somewhere, chocolates, and then the best part of all: he gave me his favorite Dr. Seuss book and wrote me a really sweet letter in the back. Say it with me now: Awwwww....

So it was all in all a very good weekend with a very good boyfriend! I probably won't see him this weekend, but I will the following which shall be grand. This weekend kicks off the month (well -- more like 2 weeks) of 21st birthdays...two of which belong to my roommates! I'm excited that we're all finally turning 21 but it sucks being 20 for 4 more months while half my friends are now going to be 21...oh well.

ANYWAYS. Now lets get back to being cynical! Being a Comm major sometimes can suck majah dick. Every single class is the same, all we learn is that communicating is important in your relationships with people. THAT IS IT. That is what I am told over and over and am paying thousands of dollars to learn. My classes are cool, don't get me wrong, I just wish I had picked a more meaningful major, like biology. Or ART HISTORY! Jk jk.

I really should be focusing on getting an internship but all I want to do is find new excercises that will make my ass look fabulous. Any ideas?

Also...this is a desperate plea to any readers I may have. Does anyone have any suggestions as for what mah boo and me can do over Spring Break? We have a whole week off at the same time and no plans yet...so any suggestions are welcome! Whoever suggests anything shall get a present in the shape of an emoticon penis.

I'll say it in advance: You're welcome.

SCHOOL

i hate it. amiright???

venting.

Do you ever have one of those days when shit just don't go right? Okay I know a lot of it is out of my control or whatever but today some stuff really just got to me. People bugged me, classes were stupid, and frankly I just have been irritated. At least I am gonna go away this weekend for Valentines day, even though VD is just another stress inducer. I need a paxil.

Sooo...I had all these plans for after classes today that I wanted to get done but now all I wanna do is take a nap. However, I did manage to make myself feel a little better by reading www.fmylife.comf. Shit is hilarious. Check it. Peace.

valentines day.

So this week I got bit with the creative bug (who knew?) and decided to do 2 things I would never, ever intentionally do:

1) Hot glue gun colored yarn around a glass vase (???)
and
2) Upload pictures onto Walmart.com, have them printed out, and actually frame them (!!!)

The second one I actually intended on doing some time LAST year when I went to TJ Maxx and bought 3 colorful frames...which in turn sat on my desk with those default pictures of black & white weddings and little girls in them for an entire year before I actually put pictures in them.

It was weird, I admit, being crafty and shit. But I ended up really liking the outcome of my first vase (two to go!) and the pictures look really nice. It was cool too, because when I was hanging them up, my roommate's boyfriend goes, "These are for you, and not Ryan, right?" And they were...but then Ryan saw them and actually suggested I make him one too! So that will be another addition to his Valentine's Day gift collection. I think I went a little overboard with the presents this year, but it wasn't intentional! I just saw some things I knew he'd like, and I haaaaaaaddddddd to get them!

Plus I actually have money this year, so why not.

Love ya hoes.