tuesday snoozeday

welp, the last of the roomates have gone home for christmas. amanda just left and will be back saturday, as will i, i think. i'll be real, i'm kind of scurred to be here in this house all by myself. might have to make a late night trip back home to MD to avoid spending the night alone!!

i'm starting to get excited for christmas. i know i shouldn't be expecting too much (god damn economic crisis) but i know my parents, and i do think that there might be a surprise up their sleaves.

anyway, today i am going to shower and go get lunch, then hang with the boyf tonight! i think we have to exchange the last of our gifts since i won't see him tomorrow, so that's exciting.

aaaaand sorry this is a lame post. i'm kind of tired and all christmas'ed out.

love ya

i hate all people.

let me rephrase that. i hate mall people 3 days before christmas.

tell me why me and my roommate thought it would be a good idea to go to the mall 3 days before christmas...for ourselves, nonetheless. WHY?! i think i completely forgot that it was a holiday season. or maybe i just am plain stupid.

anyway, tonight i'll probably be hanging with the boyf and doing a lot of nothing. tomorrow i need to clean my room and pack for MD although i do not know how long i'll be out there..probably not too long.

bring it on, xmas.

true life: i am overly compensated in life

i have a confession to make. the boyfriend and i exchanged gifts a whole ohhhhh 13 days early (whoops) and he got me...



A FUCKING 22" FLAT SCREEN TV!!!!*

ummm. when did i ever display behavior that would give me rights to own such a magnificent piece of technology? never, is the answer. i can't believe this shit. AND!!!! to top everything...he has something ELSE he wants to give me on the actual christmas day. WHAT? fucking nuts!

today was pretty awesome as well. i went home to MD to decorate our christmas tree and me and my dad picked up my dog lilly from petco. she also took a 10 pound shit in the middle of the lobby of petco, which was awesome. she really is related to me! (no, i don't take 10 lb shits in the middle of public buildings, but i feel like if i were a dog i would).

then i came home, went over to my boyfriends, and watched this creepy ass movie called "brick" with that kid from 3rd rock from the sun (who i now have a crush on)



right?

definition of class

boyfriend showed me this. i can totes see how she's had 80 sexual partners......i mean you can too, right?



right?

luv.

This is the first day of my life. I swear I was born right in the doorway. I went out in the rain and suddenly everything changed. Yours is the first face that I saw. I think I was blind before I met you. I don’t know where I’ve been but I know where I want to go. So I just thought I’d let you know, these things take forever. I realized how I need you, and I wonder if I could come home.



Remember the time you drove all night, just to meet me in the morning. I thought it was strange and you said everything changed you felt as if you had just woke up. And you said, “This is the first day of my life.” I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you. And I don’t care I could go anywhere with you and I’d probably be happy. So if you want to be with me. Well with these things there is no telling. We’ll just have to wait and see. But I’d rather be working for a paycheck then waiting to win the lottery. Besides maybe this time it’s different…I mean, I really think you like me.

boyfriend cardigans

i sold my books from LAST spring semester today for a whopping $124! i went and finished christmas shopping for the boyf and got myself a sweater from forever21 because i am impulsive and irresponsible. whatever though!

blah i'm so tired right now. i havent even begun studying for finals yet because my first one isnt until thursday and then i have 2 more next tuesday. boyfriend is coming home this weekend which is good. we might go snowboarding sometime next week. i have more books to sell which means more money.

i want to be 21 and go away somewhere tropical. is that so much to ask!?

**edit**

does it seem at all fair that i, 20 years old and a full time college student working part time at a spa who does NOT live with her parents and pays most of her own bills due to the fact that i am living on my own, offer to pay my own cell phone bill and yet my 23 year old sister, who lives at home and has a full time government job with great pay (especially since she pays for NOTHING) tells me that she does NOT want to pay for her own cell phone bill even though our father may not have a job come one month from now. sometimes i feel like a 50 year old.

/endrant

more news...

okay. so i had an advising appointment today, and BASICALLY i was told that if i play my cards right (and who are we kidding, i always do**) i will be done with college precisely one year from now. WHAT?! soo sick. but that also means that a year from now, i will be madly looking for a real world job. Booooo

**syke

anyways, can't be long because i have to study and print stuff out and do nothing the rest of the evening (you know how it is) but i just want to ask one thing: is it normal to hate the sound of one voice singing without instruments or back up singers? i can't stand it. whats wrong with me?

the answer is, a lot.